The Story Of A Failure...

A poem that won me couple movie tickets :D

I always knew I was different,
I didn't belong to the lot...
I didn't like the pink nail-polish,
Instead I preferred the vodka shot...


Weed was my favorite plant,
While roses always disgusted me...
I didn't like to make friends,
Invisible I preferred to be...


"My life is not perfect"
I always heard people crib...
While my world turned heaven,
When a ciggerate touched my lip...


My food was rolled in joints,
My medicine was my ecstacy pill,
My water was in my rum bottle,
I filled my glass till it would spill...


I never had a true friend,
My parents were ashamed of me,
I lived in a dark world,
Only drinks and drugs accompanied me...


I knew I was a failure,
And nothing could change the same...
I decided to give up,
For I could no more face the shame...


There was no hope to move on,
I knew my life was a total mess...
To end it was the only way,
Atleast it would make the pain less...

True Love...

I believe the best love is the kind that weakens the soul, 
that makes us reach for more, 

that plants fire in our hearts 

and brings peace to our minds....

A relationship is filled with many small but magical moments...Like...


When he kneels down before her just 2 say "I LOVE YOU"
Do you think he is losing his self respect?
He's not...instead he's gaining her respect...

When he mocks and irritates her,do you think she doesn't like it?
No, instead she silently enjoys it...

When he's sick & she's nursing  him,do you think she's just doing her duty?
No, its because she is dying to see him alright...

When somethng bad happens to him & tears roll down from her eyes,
Do you think they're just tears...
No, they are not..
Its her soul melting for him...

THATS TRUE LOVE!!!

Live it my way...!!!

Jean Paul Richter once said and I quote: 
“Sorrows gather around great souls as storms do around mountains; but, like them, they break the storm and purify the air of the plain beneath them.”

Shielded by the dense fog I enjoy my mug of black coffee and black Saturday evening thoughts when my souls are in mourn of happy memories.

Sometimes well hidden behind the shadows, fog and brick walls lies our joy.

Sometimes we know that, sometimes we don’t.

Sometimes our hands tend to grasp every beacon of light coming our way and then again… some other times we can’t even see the rainbows.

Some say sorrow and sadness are necessary to us in order to savor and treasure the happy moments.

I say that even in our deepest sorrow we must maintain the image of the happiness inside our minds.


I say we treasure the little beacons of light and love, that comes our way, that can light the path before us.

And so thats why I always say:

Take chances...

Tell the truth... 

Say NO... 

Spend all your money... 

Fall in LOVE... 

Feel the first KISS... 

Get to know someone random... 

Say I Love You to someone in life... 

Be mean...

Make Fun of people...

Sing out  loud in public... 

Laugh at a stupid joke... 

CRY...

Take a revenge... 

Apologize... 

Laugh when you fall... 

Get into a fight...

Tell someone how much they mean to you... 

Let someone know what they are missing...

Abuse someone who deserves it... 

Sit alone...

Laugh till your stomach hurts... 

Dance...

Pose stupidly for pics... 

Give someone a hug when they need it...

Make sure you get one when you do... 

Act like a kid... 

Jump up n down...

Live it, Love it...!

Because you have only one LIFE! 

Make d most of it :)

Autumn

And soooo finally… it’s that time of the year again! 

Time of the year when everything starts to get colored and the mornings are chilly and evenings are crispier while you can still soak up in the sun at noon. 

The time when you can relish a steaming cup of tea in the day and enjoy a double-scoop choco-chip ice cream after your lunch.

The time when you can see all the possible colors around you...

And so for the colors… Ah, here it goes. 

Enjoy the beautiful weather people...Make the most of it... :)

My First Love...

Everytime I cried,

You hugged me tight…

After every argument,

Or even the smallest fight…

♥

You held me very close to you

time held still…n words were few,

I felt at home in your embrace

I felt at ease…after a long chase…

♥

Everything you did was just very right,

Your smile, your words, your smell…even the fights…

You made me change in a subtle way,

Over our time…not in a day…

♥

And then for a reason, I yet don’t know

the bond broke…the love didn’t grow…

I guess you were sad but it never showed,

You were all smiles…your face glowed..

 It made me feel all lost and alone,

It made me angry…for the reason yet unknown…

But then with time I moved on,

The care and love were kinda gone…

♥

Even though I still love you,

I see us together…for reasons a few…

You will be always the one,

For whom, my whole world came undone…