Sometimes...

Sometimes even tears are not enough to express the sorrow within...

Sometimes even the fake smile cannot hide the pain residing in your heart...

Not every happy beginning leads to a happy ending...

Sometimes even the fondest of hearts grow apart.... 

My Best Friend X

I never heard from Jai after that. He never called or messaged. College was going to open in another 3 weeks and I really wanted to meet him once before that. Thankfully friday evening, our common friend, Aditya called to invite me for his birthday party, he told me Jai was also coming.
Meanwhile my relationship with Sam was suffering. It didn't take him long to figure out that something was wrong, that I wasn't my usual self.
"So what did you work on in the gym today?", he asked me one evening.
"I didn't go to the the gym today", I replied.
"Why...Its been a week since you have gone to the gym", he said.
"So what is your problem, its my wish when I want to go. I know I am fat, you don't need to make me realise that by continuously telling me to go the gym. I f you are so ashamed of me, why don't you just leave me.", I shouted back at him.
"What are you saying baby, I am not ashamed of you, never was and never will be. You know I love you, your figure or weight don't matter to me. When I ask you about gym, I only do it because I am concerned about you, your health", he replied with all the patience in the world.
I suddenly realized I was been too harsh on him. I was shouting on him for no reason.
"Ya I know, I am sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I am just a little tensed.", I said feeling sorry.
"I know there is something wrong, and I also know you are not ready to share it right now. Its ok, I will wait. Tell me about it when you feel its the right time, there is no hurry", he replied.
Sam still continues to amaze me. However rude or unjustified my behavior is, he never gives up on me. I guess people are right when they say that there is no limit to which a person can love you.