14th feb 2012
Diary entry:
Why do you linger on? Like the scent of crisp apple pie after it’s baked and cooled down, the taste of sour candy on your tongue, the wet air after a rainfall, the essence of his cologne months and months after he’s left my bed… you still linger... You’re there in the Autumn chill. In cool air that floats into my bedroom window. In every movement I make. Every decision. Every moment. You’re there.......
I can wash my sheets, listen to different music, watch other TV shows, burn your pictures, delete you from my life, but I can’t delete you from my mind. I can’t wash you from my memories. I can’t forget our Autumn, I can’t forget you, I can’t forget us.... So I’ll keep changing my routine, taking different roads, washing the scent of you from my sheets, and erasing you from my life until one day, you won’t linger anymore....
